Disappointment

Taking a breath
Is easier when
I know I will
Have to let it
Out. Will have
time to feel it
in my lungs
before I release it.
But when I know
I will have to hold it
and feel its weight
inside me. I hesitate
to take it in.

Disappointment

Desert

Writhing in the sun

She shrinks

Tries to form her own shadow

To find solace

Her thoughts beat down upon her head

Like an errant trumpet,

Blasting her secrets anew.

Melting like an ice cream cone

Her resolve, her spine

Floating gently now

A sailboat on the sea of acquiescence

She ceases to writhe.

Desert